Helga Lina Howard

1933 - 2002
LocationNewcastle
Age69 years
Visitors7,486 since 15/05/2007
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Helga Lina Howard Also Known As 'Mutti' By Her Children.
She Was Born In 1933 In Germany Although She Moved To England And Lived In Fenham/Newcastle For Most
Of Her Life.
A Sorely Missed Mother To: Marion,Ingrid, Betina & Patricia.
A Doting Nanna To: Kate, Esther & Amii.

I Was Only 10 When My Nanna Passed Away & Because Of That I Didn't Really Know How To Handle It, All
I Knew Was That I Wasn't Going To See My Nanna Alive Again..

I Made This Page In Honour Of The Woman I Am Proud To Call My Nanna.

I Love You So Much Nanna.
R.I.P Nanna We All Miss You xxx

GTS Has Helped Me Alot & Because Of This Site I Have Made Friends With Some Lovely People!..So Thank
You To All Those Who Have Left A Tribute Or Lit A Candle For My Nanna. It Is Very Much Appreciated.
xxx


Poem Written By Deanne:

An Angel Sent

I was feeling down and lonely,
I was upset and quite sad,
Then I felt something strange,
And it made me feel quite glad.

It was a hand upon my shoulder,
I knew who it was straight away,
She was my guardian angel,
‘Thank you’, I had to say.

She must have seen that I was lonely,
And came to send some love,
She made me feel love and comfort,
She had been watching from above.

So the next time you feel sad,
And you feel a warm touch too,
I’m sure it’ll be your angel sent,
Sent from heaven, just for you.

Thank You Deanne xxx


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I lose my grip on reality
on each day that passes by;
I haven't a clue where I'm headed
oh how this pain makes me cry
My world is changing so quickly
and I'm losing everything in sight;
Why can't things go back to how it used to be
so that everything would be alright

Why do we have to lose the ones we love
it's just not fair, it's just not right;
Oh why God do you take them
can't you see, I'm filled with fright

The days come and go
but the pain, it stays forever;
It never really leaves your soul
when you know, you'll no longer be together

Your heart, it's ripped wide open
and even though you try to hide;
It will break and bleed continuously
and feel as though it will never subside

I can take this pain no longer
oh how it's killing me inside;
What suffering we have to go through
when the ones we love, have died

Love Always ~~ Jane...x♥x

Jane Steven Moore Mummy (Friend) November 7, 2008

Did god need another angel?
or someone he knew would care
someone who always thought of others
and when needed was always there ~~

Did god need another angel?
or someone to be more helpful in heaven above
even though you were treasured here on earth
I guess he noticed your kindness and your love ~~

Did god need another angel?
or someone he knew was worthwhile
someone who shared in his spiritual inspirations
and someone with an awesome smile ~~

I guess god watched you from heaven
and chose someone he knew was special
as i've cried to god in anger
why did you need another angel? ~~

The answer hit me and it's quite simple
for now i'm no longer saddened
becaise god DID need another angel
.....But he also needed a friend ~~


Love & BIG (((HUGS))) ~~ Jane...x♥x

Jane Steven Moore Mummy (Friend) October 30, 2008

♥Sometimes♥

♥Sometimes when you cry no one sees your tears♥

♥When your worried no one sees your pain♥

♥When your happy no one sees your smile♥

♥When your thinking no one is about♥

♥When you want to talk no one is around♥

♥When you need a special friend♥

♥Im always here to lend a hand♥

♥No matter were you are or how far♥

♥just give me a call and i will be there♥

♥Send this to someone special♥

♥I JUST DID♥

Love Always ~~ Jane...x♥x

Jane Steven Moore Mummy (Friend) October 22, 2008

~~A Friend From Above~~

I prayed for you before we met
not knowing who you'd be
I asked the lord to send a friend
one chosen just for me

I asked that they'd be godly
with wisdom of his ways
a friend to help and guide me
in the troubles of these days

So often in life we need someone
to listen while we talk
someone who will not condemn or judge
but encourage us as we walk

The narrow road we chose to follow
may sometimes make us stumble
but to have a friend to catch our fall
teaches us to be humble

When I asked the lord to send a friend
though many came and went
he gave much more than I ever asked
for you are the friend he sent

Thinking of you always ~~ Love Jane...x♥x

Jane Steven Moore Mummy (Friend) October 17, 2008

~~Arched Across The Sky~~

Rainbows created my imagination
as it arched across the sky
on one end there sat you
at the other there sat I...

Imagining I could slide across
over the rainbow to the end
there would be my pot of gold
the sweet love of my dear friend...

The rainbow is a connection
like a bridge from me to you
it appears joined by sunlight
then the grey skies turn to blue...

Arriving after the rainstorms
it becomes so evident to me
thoughts of love follow rainbows
they arched right across the sea...

A colourful arching rainbow
it has no gate, it has no door
it reaches from friend to friend
it arches from shore to shore...

I smiled up today at the sky
how far would my loving smile go
it slid right over to the other side
the other end of the coloured rainbow...

You are in my thoughts & heart always ~~ Love Jane...x♥x

Jane Steven Moore Mummy (Friend) October 8, 2008

~~Things I Left Unsaid~~

Family O'mine
I should like to send you a sunbeam
or the twinkle of some bright star
or a tiny piece of the downy fleece
that clings to a cloud afar

I should like to send you the essence
of a bouquet of sun kissed flowers
or the lilting song as it floats along
of a brook through fairy bowers

I should like to send you the dew drops
that glisten at break of day
and then at night the eerie light
that mantles the milky way

I should like to send you the power
that nothing can overthrow
the power to smile and laugh
while journeying through life you go

But these are mere fanciful wishes
i'll send you a godspeed instead
and i'll clasp your hand
then you'll understand all the
things I have left unsaid

My love to you always ~~ Jane...x♥x

Jane Steven Moore Mummy (Friend) October 3, 2008

The tender touch of angel wings
brush softly past your face
summoned by spoken prayers
to stand here in this place...

Called to keep and guard you
to touch your heart with love
sent as special messengers
from a holy place above...

Sent to whisper words of peace
to calm a restless soul
sent to watch you as you sleep
their angels wings unfold...

They cover you with tenderness
they watch your slumbering face
they call you into peaceful rest
as they stand here in this place...

They walk beside you every step
as you go about your day
their mission is to guard you
as you travel on your way...

So if you feel a tender touch
a breeze upon your face
just know I prayed for angels
to keep you in this place...

Sending Love As Always ~~ Jane...x♥x

Jane Steven Moore Mummy (Friend) September 22, 2008

██ 20% *___*
███ 40% *___*
████ 60% *___*
█████ 80% *___*
██████ 100% *__ * ANGEL

Thinking of you always ~~ Love Jane...x♥x

Jane Steven Moore Mummy (Friend) September 17, 2008

As the sun came up this morning
I watched you there below
Your hearts seemed oh, so heavy
But theres something you sould know
I'm not gone don't worry
I'm just a step ahead
And i'm with you every single day
As you rise up from your bed
I am the sun that warms you
I am the moons soft glow
I am the stars that twinkle
And lights your path below
So when at times you miss me
Just look for me i'm there
For you cannot hide my spirit
It's with you everywhere

My Love To You Always ~~ Jane...x♥x

Jane Steven Moore Mummy (Friend) September 12, 2008

I'm Back

Hiya Nanna. Hope You've Had A Good Day. A Lot Has Happened Since I Last Spoke To You. I Had My Prom, Which Was Fab. Me & Graeme Won Prom Queen And King! It Was Amazing. I Know You'd Have Been There With Us. We Also Went On Holiday To Visit Granda Frank & Nanna Jan, The Weather Wasn't That Good But It Was Nice To Spend Time With Them. Missing You So Much Nanna. I'm Really Sorry About The Glass Dish..I Felt Bad Anyway But I Felt Even Worse When Mam Told Me It Was Yours. It Was The Same With Your Lamp..I'll Have To Be More 'Careful', If That's Possible! I'm Off To 6th Form On Wednesday:Oh The Fun! Nah, I'm Sure I'll Enjoy It. Hope You're Looking After All The Angels Up There. Speak Soon, I'm Off To Light Candles My Angels. Love You Loads xxxxxxxxxx

Amii Stewart (Granddaughter) September 1, 2008
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